I live a schizophrenic life… As I try to become a “better” person through Law of Attraction books, meditation (just started so have yet to feel the impact), and other such positivity experiments, I’m pulled back to realism and cynicism by my significant other who blatantly rejects the idea of positive thinking.
Then I scan through my Facebook feed (all I was doing was posting content on my business page, and got sucked in), literally brought to frustrated tears by the duality of thought that’s actually everyone arguing against each other over the same point.
My goal is to channel my experiences into helping others step through their own bullshit, and create a better place for themselves. I believe it can be done, the strive to accomplish it most important, yet I struggle to keep my own bullshit clear; I struggle to make the decisions that will move me forward…
Is it true that drug counselors are ex- and current addicts? Then maybe it’s okay that I’m still struggling in my journey while attempting to help others….Is it okay…?